Fuuuuuccckkkkk!!!!! Fuuucckkkkk!!!! Fffffuuuuccccckkkkk!!!!!
I just had to get that out.
So I am reading a book right now called Body for Sale: An inside look at medical research, drug testing, and organ transplants and how you can benefit from them
Yeah. I’m pretty sure I’m gonna go do some medical studies on my days off. And I’m going to make drew subject his body to medical research too. Unless of course he wants to get a job at wawa.
I’m sick of this shit.
I have change.
CHANGE!
What the FUCK am I going to do??
This country sucks balls. I want out. I want to move to a remote island where I can harvest my own fruit and collect rain water. Where money is not needed. After this summer I am fuckin out of new jersey man. Shitty shitty shitty. No one has any idea. It’s like a black hole. There is nothing to do but get get drunk and… Oh wait no. That’s it. That’s all there is to do. There is absolutely no opportunity for anything. God goooooooddddddddd!!!!!! My head feels like it’s going to explode. And rachel please don’t say “south jersey is only as bad as you make it” because we both know that you dont really believe that and you are just trying to be optimistic.
Anyone that actually wants to stay down here is absolutely crazy. No offense rache. But it’s true. There is NOTHING. I feel like giving up. I am so hopeless. I usually at least try to have a little faith that things are going to get better but right now I have none. None whatsoever.
can i go with you to your island? i’m a good fruit picker/rain water collector! i also like playing with crabs and lizards, singing with the frogs and skinny dipping in the ocean after climbing palm trees for coconuts. actually, i’ll need more practice on that last one, but what better way than to actually move to a place where i have to do that?!
i don’t blame you for wanting to get out of jersey, though i can’t really talk, i’ve never been there. i’ve only heard bad jokes about how sucky it is in relation to new york and how it wishes it were new york, yadda yadda.
i wanna live on the west coast, where it’s sunny. and warm. clouds, rain, snow, and shitty people do not make for a good environment.
i am painfully optimistic, aren’t i? well, lady… truth is, i would LOVE to leave new jersey and hopefully in 6 months that will be happening. i don’t like it here, but i’m not one to bitch about circumstances that are totally in my control but i’m too scared to make into what i want. (not saying that’s what you’re doing. that’s what i’m doing.)
lets move to san fran. i’m not even kidding a little bit and if the economy wasn’t in the shitter and san fran wasn’t so effing expensive… i would do it tomorrow.
I agree with Lucklys. I swear I can make some kind of alcoholic beverage so we get drunk in a nice place and not in a crappy city (whatever that one might be).
Ahem.
Ireland is a remote island.
*wink wink nudge nudge*
Just sayin’…..